I’m not a stupid… All I want to do is to become complete… Do things that i know is better for me… but she didn’t understand… I’m 28… a teacher i a public school… Teaching music, arts and physical education in elementary grade… visual arts every Friday in high school… Dancing in the big waves with my surfboard and gliding with my skim during weekends and vacation… travel in different places to compete in those extreme sports… painting landscapes and abstracts when i was in the mood… curving faces if there’s a wood… That’s me… A man always with my camera to capture every things happened around to see the beauty of the world… They said I’m complete… but not! I’m extreme… But my love one left me because she didn’t understand what I’m doing… She don’t want me to travel to compete and enjoy my sports… She want me to be always in her side… like a dog with chains i a neck and pull everywhere she wanted… I’m an artist not a ROBOT! In seven years of our relationships… She broke up with me seven times… I so tired… That’s why i realized to let her go and do what she wanted to do… I know that she’s happy now… And I’m happy for her… The seven reasons that she told me was enough to for me to realized that were not meant to be… I’m alone… searching for someone who can understand… and love…

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I am Sabryna 16 years old and i feel like giving up, on my family. It is hard to love them. I was telling my father about a chick at school and the problems that she has been giving me. Normally i would have been all up in her face being loud and fighting her. However that was last year and i am now trying to handle my problems in a different matter. But it isn’t that easy. finally i I laughed and just walked away. As i was telling my father this all he could say is everything that i did wrong. The whole time i was thinking to myself,” tell me to try my best and i could do it. Tell me that she isn’t nothing and i am doing the right thing. Tell me that my future is in my hands and i can make it” but all he could say is,”You need to be more aggressive! Waalkingaway isn’t going to solve your problems put some back bone in it!” i wanted him to support me. My mother is an alcoholic, neglected me when i was 1, lied to me 4 years ago and never called me again. My step mother doesn’t like me because i speak my mind. And the only person that i have is my Best friend Charles who i am in love with, but my father dislikes. My life and emotions are based on my family relationships and i am ready to give up on them and finally be happy. However is that the right thing to do?….. i don’t know. continue reading…