

I am Sabryna 16 years old and i feel like giving up, on my family. It is hard to love them. I was telling my father about a chick at school and the problems that she has been giving me. Normally i would have been all up in her face being loud and fighting her. However that was last year and i am now trying to handle my problems in a different matter. But it isn’t that easy. finally i I laughed and just walked away. As i was telling my father this all he could say is everything that i did wrong. The whole time i was thinking to myself,” tell me to try my best and i could do it. Tell me that she isn’t nothing and i am doing the right thing. Tell me that my future is in my hands and i can make it” but all he could say is,”You need to be more aggressive! Waalkingaway isn’t going to solve your problems put some back bone in it!” i wanted him to support me. My mother is an alcoholic, neglected me when i was 1, lied to me 4 years ago and never called me again. My step mother doesn’t like me because i speak my mind. And the only person that i have is my Best friend Charles who i am in love with, but my father dislikes. My life and emotions are based on my family relationships and i am ready to give up on them and finally be happy. However is that the right thing to do?….. i don’t know. continue reading…
I see the clouds getting closer every day, does that mean my family and I well reunite? My parents are divorced. And I live with a bitchy ass step mom who is my age, she is such a child. My dad’s 40, she’s 26. She finds every possible way to get my dad to like her more than me. She cheated on him twice, I told my dad but he’s to in love to realize. Now my mom is a crack head, I haven’t talk to her in a year. It breaks my heart that I wish I would have a motherly relationship with her, but she doesn’t want me in her life. When I lived with her, all she would do is bitch and yell how I’m not perfect,”nobody’s perfect.” I miss my sister, she lives with my mom; the only person who knows me. I can’t trust anyone in this world, just a whole bunch of bullshit and snitches. Life’s a bitch, i wanna know why god put me on this planet, Cuz I sure the hell don’t know. My boyfriend of 7 months already is probably going to end. I feel like I can’t give him my heart cuz all I think about is my heart getting broken again. it took years to reheal my heart. I wish I was a little girl again, playing with Barbie dolls, and all the boys had coodies. Life get so difficult when you get older, so for all those people out there who read my story, ” make every day the best day, and live it up.” continue reading…
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